Meet at Claire

So things have gotten a little better, I suppose if you can call not really talking to another is better. I have a track meet to go to, but I don't want to, because my voice sounds like hell, i feel like shit, and it's a two hour bus ride.
But all in all, i'm still alright.

This is Kaila, Unedited, and how my life is right now.

Don't mind me, venting....

So April has turned out to be the worst month of my life. Beth and I are fighting. It seems we're barely talking. Today at lunch, I basically was degraded and put down, like I was a piece of trash and someone was throwing me away.

And all I did was ask what was going on friday, when Nichole said…

"Well, I'm getting my nails done alone, because someone's sister can't do her chores for her." Which was when Nichole glared at me. And Krissie said…

"Faith, you would do my chores?"

And then Faith said, "No your sister." And then I was sitting there feeling really bad, and stuff, and Krissie said, "Yeah, because my sister, actually does stuff." And then she laughed.

I honestly felt like crying. I'm a person. A human being just like everyone else. I have feelings, and emotions. I break down and cry sometimes. I'm not perfect, I mess up a lot. I get frustrated when I don't do things right. I have bad days and good things, more bad days then good. I try to smile, but sometimes I don't find much reason to. So when I frown and stuff, people say I mope to much. I don't change myself to meet people's standards, I'm me. Sometimes when life gets me down, I lock myself in the bathroom and cry for awhile. I know that it doesn't help anything, but I still do it. I just don't feel like anyone appreciates me anymore. And if no one in the entire world cares about you, then do you really exist at all?

So while I'm cleaning the bathroom, I'll have a breakdown and cry most likely, because today was really bad. I'm happy to say I didn't cry.

See ya, Moon.

FOUR DAY WEEKEND!!! :D

So we had today off, and also, I edited parts of my blog so you can find me. (<---------- It's over there)
Ah! I also got Illaina's blog up and going. I have click thorough links set so you can see who I am talking about. (I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR IF YOU CLICK THROUGH AND SEE SOMETHING THAT MAY BE.....DISTURBING. KEEP IN MIND THE TWITTER'S ARE NOT ME AND ARE MATURE CONTENT, THE ONLY CONTROL I HAVE IS OVER ILLAINA'S WHICH IS MINE.)
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So don't complain to me if you see something. I have warned you. Any questions, just ask her. I'm sure she'll answer. ;)
 Have fun, and keep weird.
~Moon

Where'd you go??

OMG...SO SPRING BREAK WAS AMAZING!!! I freaking loved it. *nods lots* I think I've been RP'ing too much, but I DON'T CARE.

So I went and saw Scre4m with Jansku, and Jose. It was an amazing movie, I loved it! I can even see why the killer did what she did.
But now I'm back in school. *sigh* Eh.
I think that I might give Illaina her own blog, because she's amazing and needs one, because she just needs a place to sort out all of her thoughts...I'll get to that later on today.

BUT I HAVE #COFA, AND MY GOD, IT WAS JUST SO FREAKING MIND-BLOWING OMG, MY LIFE=OVER!!!!
WHAT IS AIR?

So look for my review on that soon, as I'm re reading that again to let everything that happened sink in.

Well, off to make another blog. :P

~Moon

I'M ALIVE!!! :D

So, I haven't said anything in awhile, i just wanted to let you know that I'm alive and awesome. :D So no worries. And Oh My Gosh, if you've been following my personal twitter, I haven't been on there either. :/ Oops :P But eh. Miss me, miss me. :P
So not much has been going on. Just on spring break, and I'm gonna go Up North again for the third time this school year. Only this time, Morghan is going...AND THERE WILL BE NO TENT!! :D :D :D
So I'm kinda excited. Not only that but the hotel we're staying at is awesome WITH WI-FI!!!
So that means.....TWITTER!!! :D
Checking in so you won't think I'm dead,
~Moon